how do you feel? ???????

well me .... earlier was good. then just hours maybe not even .... they took a total 180 and went straight down like everything else that ever goes up. i guess i'm on the emotional roller coaster that we call life.
today just totally got worse .... so bad that i just couldn;t take it and i felt really trapped. i frantically searched for my keys, grabbed a jacket, and bolted. i really wanted to just run and not look back .... but i just walked up my block and sat and leaned on the big wooden pole for a while. let my thoughts run wild and try to think how i've been feeling lately. then i walked up and back down and then around my block. then i finally went home.

so .... i can't live without music .... and that's how i chose to let it all out.

HURT AT FIRST, A LITTLE BIT,
BUT NOW I’M SO OVER
I’M SO OVER IT…
AND I’M OVER YOUR MOUTH
TRYING TO DRAG ME DOWN,
AND FILL ME WITH SELF-DOUBT
OHH.
AIN’T NO USE
DON’T ASK ME WHY,
YOU’LL NEVER CHANGE,
THERE’LL BE NO MORE CRYING IN THE RAIN.
THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME WISHING ON A WISHING STAR
I KEEP SINGING DON’T KNOW WHY I DO
STOP & STARE, I THINK I’M MOVIN’ BUT I GO NO WHERE
YEA, I KNOW THAT EVERYONE GETS SCARED
BIUT I BECOME WHAT I CAN’T BE WHOA OA OA OA
STOP & STARE, YOU START TO WONDER WHY YOU’RE HERE NOT THERE
DO, DOYOU GOT A FIRST AID KIT HANDY ?
NOTHING SEEMS TO WORK FOR ME
BABY (BABY)
THIS SITUATION IS DRIVING ME CRAZY
DAMAGED (DAMAGED)
ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS
MY HEART IS MISSING SOME PIECES
I NEED THIS PUZZLE PUT TOGETHER AGAIN
CAN YOU FIX MY H-E-A-R-T
WHY AM I OUT HERE STEADY SEARCHIN’?
DON’T TELL ME YOU’RE SORRY CUZ YOU’RE NOT
THIS JUST LOOKS LIKE THE RE-RUN
PLEASE, WHAT ELSE IS ON
GO ON AND TAKE A BOW
I DIDN’T NEED THE PAIN
ONCE OR TWICE WAS ENOUGH
BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOU’RE FROZEN
I KEEP, KEEP BLEEDING LOVE
KEEP BLEEDING
KEEP, KEEP BLEEDING LOVE
YOU CUT ME OPEN
AND IT’S DRAINING ALL OF ME OH THEY FIND IT HARD TO BELIEVE I'LL BE WEARING THESE SCARS FOR EVERYONE TO SEE
TELL ME HOW I’M SUPPOSED TO BREATHE WITH NO AIR
IT’S SO HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE
TELL ME HOW I’M SUPPOSED TO BREATHE WITH NO AIR
CAN’T LIVE, CAN’T BREATHE WITH NO AIR
THERE’S NO AIR, NO AIR
SO MANY TIMES I WANNA SAY WHAT’S ON MY MIND
ALL YOU EVER GOT TO DO IS CHANGE THE STATION ON YOUR DIAL
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY
MY FEELINGS … HAVE GONE WAY OUT OF CONTROL (CONTROL)
WHAT MORE CAN I DO
I’M HOLDING ON YOUR ROPE,
GOT ME TEN FEET OFF THE GROUND
I’M HEARIN WHAT YOU SAY BUT I JUST CAN’T MAKE A SOUND
YOU TELL ME THAT YOU NEED ME
THEN YOU GO AND CUT ME DOWN, BUT WAIT
IT’S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE
IT’S TOO LATE
BUT I’M AFRAID…..
IT’S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE, IT’S TOO LATE
I SAID IT’S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE, IT’S TOO LATE

SONGS:
- over it by Katherine mcphee
- teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift
- stop and stare by one republic
- damaged by danity kane
- under my nose by Colby o’donis
- Take a bow by rihanna
- Bleeding love by Leona lewis
- No air by jordin sparks & chris brown
- I know by billy miles
- Apologize by one republic