BEEPPPPPP

funny moment from today's hangout (12.21.10)

*BEEPPPPP* sound all of the sudden

S: whoaaa!!!

B: Oh Shit!

J: WTH!?! you weirdos, it was just a computer sound. WHAT you think it was a tornado?!?!

B and S laugh hysterically!!!

J plugs and unplugs computer a couple times = BEEP BEEP BEEP!

J: You DORKS!

Recap

i havent blogged in a while so here goes:

10.30 went hiking/ exploring the Sutro Baths area with Jennie and people to celebrate Jennie's birthday. we also had crepes and they were really yummy -- mmm kimchi beef crepe! AND the surprise princess cake that we got for her was delicious!!! Then went to Monsterball @ Club NV for Halloween.

11.6 Pledge Auction for JLCs. memory of the night: my Little K saying "Biggg, save me!!!" when Ben won her and Amy. (but i missed it. lol). Also, my Little M almost dying jumping over chairs to get away from creamed Theo. He said: My thought process was "NOO, New $100 jacket! RUNN!!!" ohhh my little twinsies!

11.12 went to Mango Medley for the auction dinner with Amy, Ben, and Kristin and it was yummy! lots of laughs, good food, and a fun night! and boy are them two slick with the bill! So sneaky!

11.17 went to dinner with my Little and Nancy after studying for a few hours for the pledge final. and then went to Arballo to study some more til the wee hours of the morning.

11.19 I went on a day trip to Stanford with Kim and Connie to visit Jennie and tour the SU campus. it was quite fun. and im glad Kim had a good birthday going up there. :)

11.24 had Thanksgiving Dinner #1 at the grandparents' because Kira and Auntie Corrine came up to SF. Made yummy spinach and artichoke dip and a sugar free pumpkin pie.

11.25 ate WAYYY too much all day on Thanksgiving. but didnt we all. haha ;)

11.26 BLACK FRIDAY! definitely shopped til i dropped from 4am on. then hung out with Jennie, Becky, and Kim for the day. We got free pie! and then saw cute Bailey and then Jason came for dinner and we played BANG! [i ended up staying up for like 22 hours shopping eating and playing games ... but wasnt that tired until the end.]

11.29 hectic day full of APO stuff. speeches and voting was tonight, but i spent it meeting some AGN brothers and then playing in the hall with the Kristinas. :) ended the long day with some In N Out.

11.30 first ever sporting event: Warriors Game vs Spurs! sadly we lost, but it's okay cause Jeremy Lin played the last 3.34 minutes. :) hehehe and i got my Warriors gear.

12.2 lunched with my dear Connie after not seeing her for a while! Nice little lunch at Okazu Ya followed by some shopping. hahaha Then went to Julian's 'grand opening' for his online job thing with Kathy.

12.4 great day! JLC Activation and Banquet! enough said. then we went to chill at PJ and Dward's to end the night.

12.9 Grand Little Theo's birthday! went to HH at Chevys with Connie, Mike, PD, Theo, Thuy, and John. and then went to Holy Cow at night. good times with good people!

12.11 went out for dinner for Daddy's birthday! yumm pho! then The Spot to celebrate with Kingsley. (shoulda went home tho, so tireddddd)

12.12 very successful shopping trip downtown with Becky for Christmas gifts. got em all done pretty much! then after being tired out and finished, we went for some Japanese at Okazu Ya. delicious salmon sashimi!

and now we're all caught up. LOL throw in some trips to the Gym, Teaway runs, for some almond milk tea, meetings and stuff and that sums up my life. hahhaha

FINALLY!!!!

Finally absolutely and completely done with everything! i love love love my Co Kristina for being there with me through everything and for being the awesome person that she is! love her to pieces! we definitely had lots of ups and downs but we surpassed them all!

We happily relinquish it all over to the new Advisors: Justin and Shervey! Have fun, but if needed, we are here to help.

Way to end Fall 2010!

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!

Today is the day to be thankful for everything we have, all the people that we love that are in our lives, and be with family and friends!

I am thankful for my loving family, wonderful friends, delicious food, cozy home, and everything that i have been able to do and fortunate to have in life!!!

on track

man i really need to get all my ducks in a row and everything on the right track.

life just sucks sometimes ... why must it all be so darn difficult?!

-___-

all i can give now is focus and determination and what shall come will come.

scratch crack chip snap BROKEN

if you hit it, does it hurt and bruise?

if you push it, does it fall?

if you scratch it, does it come off?

if you bend it, does it break?

if you rip it, does it bleed?

if you keep chipping at the wall, then pretty soon it's going to crack, then it's going to crumble, and then it will fall.

if you keep hurting the person that goes behind the door, one day when you open the door again, they're going to be gone.

Quotes To Live By

"Smile every minute of the day. You never know who is falling in love with it."

"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today."

~ James Dean

"…and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"

BIG / LIL Appreciation week

This past week was awesome! it was BIG / LIL Appreciation week and it was loads of fun. got to see my little K everyday this week, hung out with my line, and saw everyone!

Highlights of the week:

W: CocoLine dinner @ Bubba Gump Shrimp Co. (just missing Scott :[)

-- Also, all 3 cereal girl triplets were together finally!

Ashley, Sharon, Glenn, & Michelle

TH: Newlyweds game event! hehehe yay DPIC and the Kristinas!

F: very successful Meet & Greet. Love my Co!

Sat: Twin Night @ Kome! RAHHH!!! hehe i LOVE my littles, Kristin and Mike!

Big Is Giving & Little Is Loved!

OMGoshers!!!

i'm so excited!!!

hopefully it all works out and everything is all good! :)

*crossing fingers*

i really hope so!

love my line!!!

I LOVE my Coco Line Fam!

heart my Big Glenn Coco!!! glad he's around again and love that he's my Biggie!!!

heart my Little Twinsies! Mike and Kristin! love getting the random calls and texts from M! and i keep learning more and more things that make K like me!

heart my Grand Little Theo! he's awesome, but interview soon! must get to know this person that knows so much about me already ASAP!

and of course my Triplet Shel! the "IMY" fb posts always make me smile. breakfast soon!

and also Ashley ,Dward, Scott, and Wei.

can't wait for our Line Dinner next week too!

Revealed!

This past week was Clue Week which led up to Revealing on Saturday.

It was fun making clues again for my Little #2. Now i have twinsies! :)

Welcome Little Kristin "Coco Pop" to Coco Line, ASK Fam, & ROCKS!

Also, I wanna welcome my Grand Little Theo and also my Grand Nephew Wei too!

makes me laugh and smile every time!

hehe so cute!

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recap of the past couple weeks

i havent blogged in a while, so here's a little recap of what i've been up to that's been keepin me so busy lately:

- 9.4: grandparents', The Spot for Sammy's birthday, Creations for dessert.

- 9.5: Ponbore Autumn Krash; Taboo, Moraga Steps, watched the sunset from the reservoir, gelato, Trader Joe's, Olive Garden (endless pasta bowl. yummm!)

- 9.6: BBQ for Labor Day @ Anna's. good times, good food, good laughs, with good people.

- 9.7: Babysitting

- 9.8: Gym, APO Meeting, Hooters with ASK, B Boo, and C!

- 9.9: APO Meeting, baked brownies with Kathy. Creepy dude in BMW followed me home!

-____-

- 9.10: Babysitting, "Date Night" @ Villas Clubhouse, chilled at Jackie and Trang's

- 9.11: James L. Chandler Pledge Class Initiation, hang out/ dinner/ dessert with Jennie and Becky

- 9.12: Wii, ramen, chit chat with Steph + her cousin, Jennie, and Becky.

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up next:

lots of babysitting M W Th F. *sighhh*

and APO Meeting

and last hang out with Steph and Jennie and Becky (before J and S leave again)

and Hep B Gala Project

my life is always so full of stuff to do. this is why i never have time to relax or look for an internship/job anymore :(

your friends always got your back!

"Are you upset, little friend? Have you been lying awake worrying? Well, don’t worry, I’m here. The flood waters will recede, the famine will end, the sun will shine tomorrow, and I will always be here to take care of you." - Barb Watson

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a wonderful double deuce celebration!

had a fun birthday weekend.

i just want to thank everyone that came out and celebrated and all the people that sent me birthday love and wished me a happy birthday! im so grateful to have such wonderful friends in my life!!! and a big shout out to my lovelies: Kathy, Anna, Becca, Krystle, Connie, Kristina, & Sherry!!!

Best parts to never forget:

- birthday texts and messages from my cousins: Veronica, Patric, Briana, and Brandon

- celebrating with my girls

- Kevin saying "a special guest might come tonight" on Friday.

- birthday shouts and hugs when it turned midnight at Temple

- fogging up the car before we went inside

- "happy birthday" video from my Little and PD, made my day

- birthday lunch at Kome was delicious

- birthday calls from Krystle, my Biggie, Kim, & Jennie

- getting line hookups cause we knew the promoter guy and it was my birthday, all cause we went to the wrong door at first.

- and seeing all the lovely people come out and celebrate with me!

Super Hot and Sunny!

8.24.10

SF was so nice today! Awesome hot weather in the city for once! It was a true California summer day haha. Finally got to wear a summer dress and sunglasses and enjoy being out and about.

those numbers are just unbelievable for SF!

Surprise!!! it's sunny!

*sun and clear blue skies (and the side of my house haha)

YAYYY!!! it's finally sunny in SF! i love it!

all summer it's been eternal FOG and now Mr. SUN is finally out and it's awesome.

LONGGGGG but good day

8.20 was a very LONG day:

- only got like 5 hours of sleep

- babysitting out in Mission Bay from 9 to 5pm

- hour bus ride home [but i saw a cute guy ;) ]

- then fam bam dinner at the grandparentals'

- home for a couple minutes

- then off to Anna's house to talk. laugh. and be silly.

- then to My Favorite Cafe for fries and dessert! yummm

- and now back home online before i knock out and SLEEEEPPPP!!!

and that sums up the last 17+ hours of my life.

but the good things were:

i had fun, got paid, saw family, and hung out with friends. ALL good stuff!

-- Memory: Dinah! Dinah! Dinah!!! *while fist pumping* hahha

do you care?

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dont give up just yet

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my t-shirt

i bought this tee form Forever 21 a little while ago, and it's probably my favorite tee. even though it's dubbed "the shirt" for certain reasons, i love it.

this is what it says:

Boyfriend:
Companion, friend, lover, soul mate, cuddle mate, spooning, date night, late night

1. Companion: walks with me through the experiences of life, see’s the world through the same eyes.

2. Soul Mate: I love you for not only who you are but for what I am when I am with you.

3. Lover: weak in the knees when you walk in the room.

4. Date: going to the movies, walking on the beach, dinner at a fancy French restaurant.

5. Friend: you make me laugh, you make me smile. You are there when others left, you’re the one I want to share everything with – you are mine, I am yours.

i wanttttt

http://joyofbaking.com/cupcakes/LemonCupcakes.html

i really wanna make these cupcakes!!!

very nice day

8.4.10 was an excellent day.

slept in

made a yummy Tropical Asian Chicken Salad

had an intense workout at the gym and ran into Phil, a.k.a. Phil the Ab Trainer

went to 944's "skinny cocktail" contest party @ Sens

then happy hour @ Palomino - Calamari Fritto, Crispy Potato Gorgonzola, & Mushroom Sausage Pizza

definitely a productive, tasty, fun day!

Eyein' something sweet

Eyein' something sweet
Originally uploaded by trickyech

this is adorable.
i <3 pandas and cupcakes!!!

and ive had this major urge to make cupcakes for the past couple weeks too! perhaps i shall make some in the coming days ... ;)

so adorable!!!

Video of 2 corgis running on a treadmill!

today was an excellent day!

happy 22nd birthday to my bestie DPIC Kathyyyyyy!!!

after the birthday celebration weekend, we ended it with a nice brunch/lunch at Squat and Gobble. good food, good company, and good laughs! :)

and now we know what brunch at Lime means; bottomless mimosas and a crazy sunday morning club scene. haha

‎60 things a girl wants you to know, but won't say aloud.

1. touch her waist.
2. actually talk to her.
3. share secrets with her.
4. give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. kiss her slowly. are you remembering this?
6. hug her.
7. hold her.
8. laugh with her.
9. invite her everywhere.
10. hangout with her and your friends together.
11. smile with her.
12. take pictures with her.
13. pull her onto your lap.
14. when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back.
15. when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. are you thinking of someone?
16. always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. kiss her unexpectedly.
18. hug her from behind around the waist.
19. tell her she’s beautiful.
20. tell her the way you feel about her. one last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. open doors for her, walk her to her car, it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. tell her she’s your everything.
23. if it seems like there is something wrong, ask her, if she denies something being wrong, it means; she doesn’t want to talk about it so just hug her.
24. make her feel loved.
25. kiss her in front of other girls.
26. don’t lie to her.
27. don’t cheat on her.
28. take her everywhere and anywhere she wants.
29. text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work or school, and how much you miss her.
30. be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.
31. hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. when you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. kiss her on the cheek.
34. while in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her.
35. dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. if shes upset, comfort her.
36. when people diss her, stand up for her.
37. look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. when walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. when you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible.
41. call or text her every night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. take her for long walks at night.
44. always remind her how much you love her.
45. sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her.
46. rub her back.
47. give her your coat if she’s cold.
48. write letters on her back with your finger.
49. let her sit on your lap.
50. kiss her neck.
51. hold her hands in public.
52. even if she looks bad one day tell her she’s beautiful.
53. give her goosebumps and kiss them away.
54. if their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her.
55. surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind.
56. kiss her in the rain.
57. pick her up like in the notebook and kiss her.
58. slow dance with no music.
59. give her butterflies.
60. love her, kiss her, hold her and treat her like your everything.

via Louis p on facebook

back to reality

had a lovely week away on vacation.

spent time with the fam bam in LA area for 4th of July and went to Disneyland and California Adventure. :) and then did a little shopping and what not in the area.

then it was off to Vegas with Becca to meet up Kathy, Anna, and Ben! the drive over wasnt too bad, and then we arrived in Sin City and got our weekend started in the sun! tehhehehe We had buffet, we hit up the clubs, gambled some, and had a blast!

now the fun is over, from LA to LV and back to SF, it's time to get back to the real world.

until the next escape!

finished and proud

i successfully finished my one week of being on the Cabbage Soup Diet.

i guess it worked because i lost 5 pounds and i also have a new found respect for the natural taste of foods. i was eating a lot of foods raw or just lightly seasoned and you get the natural delicious flavors of the food; let it be beef, veggies, or fruit. and i now see how much sauce i used to use for my food and it has opened my eyes to cut down on the extras that aren't necessary all the time.

i also am happy to say that ive been hitting the gym regularly again! it makes me happy and feel accomplished. and the fact that im seeing results is also a definite plus.

imma keep up with eating healthier and going to the gym! going to start eating smaller portions 4 times a day to keep my metabolism good as well.

happy fit toned sharon is soon to be true.

cabbage soup diet

so i've been trying to tone up and get healthy.

been hitting the gym 2+ times a week and i cut out junk food for 2 weeks.

now imma try to shed a few pounds and lose the belly fat with this Cabbage Soup Diet.

we'll see in 7 days.

but right now it is Day 1: Fruit and the Soup. so i get to enjoy all the fruit i want and have my soup. :) here we go ...

love it!

one of my loves:

going down to the beach and chilling on a nice sunny day in the city!

squishing your toes in the sand, watching the waves crash, and sun shining down along with some good company - nothing better!

maybe

could not be any more true:

Maybe - Jay Sean

Beep Beep! oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hopin it's a text from you..mhmm..
It aint right read ya messages twice, thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feelin like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
As knowing I wasn't waiting in vain..

[Chorus:]
maybe its true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that ur stuck on me too
maybe i'm wrong
It's all in my head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said

[Verse 2:]
I'm always connected online
Hooked on myspace all the time
Hopin you've Checked my profile
It aint right read ya messages twice, thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feelin like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
As knowing I wasn't waiting in vain..

[Chorus:] x2
maybe its true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too
maybe im wrong
It's all in my head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadn't Said

[Bridge:]
Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus:]
maybe its true (OH)
I'm caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance that ur stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
maybe i'm wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
It's all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said
(both haven't said)

Maybe Its True I'm Caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance that You're Stuck On Me Too
Maybe I'm Wrong, It's All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said

I am a Marketing Graduate!!!

mmk, i blogged this already, but here's with pictures. and also a couple more thoughts.

I've hit another milestone in my life, and that's graduating college. I earned my BS in Business Administration, with a Concentration in Marketing from San Francisco State University on Saturday, May 22nd, 2010.

I attended my Marketing Department Graduation on Friday, May 21st and then the big 109th SFSU Graduation on Saturday, May 22nd, 2010.

It's a very surreal feeling being done with school. I got my final grades, and passed all my classes. It was a shock to see my DARS report being all green and finished because i am so used to seeing some red and needing to do a couple more things. it hasn't totally hit me yet, but i am done and now it's time to get my life together. Real world here i come ... please let me find a job!

Class of 2010!

15 Things

Anna showed this to me.

It's cute.

i like #1, 2, 5, 6, 8, and 14 ... actually i like them all. haha

it's time to ...

it's time to ...

... take a chance

... go for what i want

... take a step back and let the other stuff run its course. they're not my issues to handle.

... stop worrying

... find a job

... turn the page and start writing my new chapters

... just do me for a while

... start getting my ducks in a row

i know what i want. i know what i need. i know where i want to be.

now it's just how am i gonna do it ...

only time will tell.

the end to the new beginning

I GRADUATED!!! congrats to my fellow graduates of the class of 2010! :)

Went to my Marketing Department Graduation on Friday with my parents and my besties: Anna and Kathy. The Marriott in Burlingame was really nice and then speeches were good. They didn't put me to sleep for once, and were pretty funny. But, not only did i graduate, i got married to my Marketing degree too, all thanks to Professor Bruce Robertson. LOL! After all the speeches it was time for all of us to have our minute of fame and walk across that glorious stage. :D It felt so surreal getting called and then going across. Kathy and Anna yelled out "ALRIGHTTT Sharon!" and i heard my mom say "That's my baby!!!" hahhaa oh how i love them! Then i see my dad being paparazzi and taking pictures of me walkin back with my COB Marketing Degree.

Then it was wrap up speeches time, and the Marketing Association President gave a good speech about all our hard work and experiences and the future. I love how she quoted Dr. Suess, and it was quite fitting i must say. And then it was dunzos, time to go, and they played "Good Life" by Kanye. I think the only thing i wish happened was my favorite Professor spoke, Ian Sinapuelas. but i took a picture with him afterwards, so it's all good. And it's pretty funny how the gift was a shot glass. guess it's like "okay, you graduated, now go take a shot!"

After the ceremony, we took pictures and then my mom says, "Okay, you want to go downstairs and get a drink?" hahhahha i guess thats where i get it from! so my dad got us 3 midori sours and then we went to dinner at Elephant Bar. yum yumss. (and while there i made a fool of myself ish in front of the waiter by doing like fist pumpin when i was talkin about the CAD graduation. but it's cool he was nice, we just joked about it and then when we were leaving we joked about how i walked across the stage. hahah cool dude!)

Then on Saturday was big 109th SFSU Graduation at Cox Stadium. The ceremony was LONGGGG and tedious but it was cool. And at least it was sunny out, cause we were all worried it was gonna rain. and i got to sit with my APO Business boys: Shervey, Andrew, and Kingsley. too bad Kristina, Karen, Maxine couldn't sit with us tho. haha but me and B Boo were texting the whole time to stay awake. :P

After everything was said and done, we finally got to walk up and get our diploma cover. i have to say my department graduation was definitely more personal and felt more like a graduation. But it's okay. then we all met at Burk Hall / Fine Arts to take pictures together.

And then we celebrated graduation on a boat down near AT&T Park at night for David and Weiland's Grad Party. It was definitely a fun night to remember and a great way to celebrate all the hard work of our college careers. Work hard, and play harder baby!

All in all, I must say great graduation weekend. And thank you to everyone that has been a part of my life and has been there for me throughout this journey. All the new friends and old friends, you all have touched my heart in some way. I definitely feel the love, and am blessed to have such wonderful people in my life!

so many things to do, so little time

ive got so much i have to do this week, but so little time. well actually some of it is just stuff i wanna do, don't need to need to do them.

- get new tassel

- meet for reimbursement

- pay for chapter sweaters

- check the business wall

- give chris back his phone finally

- wash the zombie hand prints off the van

- gym

- make thai chicken pasta salad

- take grad pics somewhere :|

- figure out my grad cards

- possibly babysitting

- clean room / go through all my old junk

- paint nails

- print out resume, write cover letter

- job hunting

- sushi time!

- Marketing Graduation!!!

- Big SFSU Spring 2010 Commencement!!!!!

- return gown

- contact Jack about G, S, & Partners

.... who knows what else i need to do, but this list is quite long already. i best get started now!

so touching!!!

The little girl, Paige Bennethum, didn't want to let her daddy go when he was getting ready to deploy to Iraq a year ago. :( This just shows what people and families go through with this war, and what they sacrifice. I'm just glad her dad, Brett Bennethum, is made it back safely and is back with his family for good now.

here's the article of his return: http://www.nbcphiladelphia.com/news/local-beat/Little-Soldier-Girl-Welcomes-Daddy-Home-93516314.html?yhp=1

when girls dont put out ...

this is pretty funny ... oh how guys and girls think differently. but dont hate the player, hate the game i guess. lol

When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy...it is GREAT! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.

FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep..

The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said, 'Lets get a pair for each outfit.' We went on to the jewellery department where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you... She was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis. I think I threw her for a loop when I said, 'That's fine, honey.'

She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation, she finally said, 'I think this is all Dear, let's go to the cashier.' I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, 'No honey, I don't feel like it.' Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled, 'WHAT?' I then said, 'Honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman.' And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, 'Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?'

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either... but at least the bitch knows I'm smarter than her.

tired ...

im so tired and over all this studying and school work.

just gotta get through these last 4 days and then i'm dunzos FOREVER!!!

monday: turn in debate write up and take final

tuesday: study study study for TH final

wednesday: final presentation on Heineken

thursday: final

come 1pm (or earlier) thursday 5/13, i will have finished my last class of my college career! :O omg!

and then time to wait for the big graduation day. eeeps! 5.21.10

FINALLY!!!

black eyed peas said it best: "tonight's gonna be a good night!"

'cause YESSIR! tonight was a good good night! ;)

it may have took some time, but it happened.

oh how i love Thursday nights! Holy Cow baby!! MOOOO!

what guys look for ...

http://www.cosmopolitan.com/hairstyles-beauty/tiptool/guys-secret-beauty-thoughts#/category1

thought this article on cosmo was pretty interesting.

what guys like, notice, and look for when it comes to your hair, scent, makeup, and body.

found it interesting cause half the stuff i actually do. haha some intentionally some not.

-- and i learned a new fancy word: decolletage, but it means cleavage. haha

Rude Boy ;)

He can be my rude boy.

Spring 2010 Sectionals!

This weekend was crazy. doing last minute prep for Sectionals on Friday and Roll Call practice as well. We stayed up 'til like 1-2 in the mornin making the Lady Gaga outfits for the fashion show, the chapter flag, favors, and other things. BUT we got it all done, even though it sucked because so many people only got a couple hours of sleep before having to drive up to Sacramento at 5am.

the drive up to Sac wasn't too bad, just that we got a little lost trying to find the Sac State's campus and then the parking garage, but we made it. then we ran into other issues when it was time for the fashion show, but we powered through and rocked it out down the runway!

then we had a few more hours of competitions, and games, and what not until it was time for banquet. we practiced a few more times to prep for roll call and got everything down and in-sync. then ate and then watched the other chapters go with their performances while the anxiety built up and the butterflies came. AND THEN it was time for MZ to be on deck and be ready to go. we were all jumpy and ready and i have to say ... we KILLED IT!!! it was awesome, such an adrenaline rush. All our hard work, practice, and dedication definitely paid off!

Huge thanks to Glenn Biggie for choreographing and everything!!! and to everyone who's been practicing for this big event! I never thought i would ever try to do a dance routine to be watched by 100s of people, but i did, and i have to say it was awesome! it definitely took tons of work, but i got it and feel so accompished! AND of course to my partner Nate!!! couldnt have done it without you! and love my Coco's, it was so cool that we all got to do this together too!

overall, Sectionals was a longgg day, but fun. despite the cold cold weather, i think everything was awesome. can't wait for the next one! :) MUUUU ZETAAA!!!

list list list

What i'm lookin forward to:

- Holy Cow

- APO Spring Sectionals

- Roll Call

- VEGAS round 2!

- Activation

- Banquet

- Graduation

... and i dunno what else.

thinkin ...

Spring Break has come to an end and now it's back to reality.

The first day back was pretty crazy, getting up at 5am for MAAD, and then Tuesday getting up at 7 for work as well was so tiring. Then having roll call practice in the afternoon after class was fun but also more tiring. I'm so physically and mentally exhausted with everything going on. my body is sore and i really need a massage and just some time to rest. and there is so much happening with school too, that i don't want to do it anymore. i just cant wait for this week to be over with.

and on top of all that hectic craziness, i'm also torn on what i really want now. i've been thinkin' about the future and everything and i'm just confused.

what do i really want now? where do i want to be? who do i want there? when will i get there? how is it all going to play out? is it worth it? will it pay off? will it really help at all? WHAT SHOULD I DO???

right now i honestly do not know what i want. i don't know what to do 100%. i don't know, and there are things that are pulling me both directions.

all i want right now it to just get through this week and then maybe things will clear up.

aww ... a lil something about guys

1) Guys may be flirt​ing aroun​d all day, but befor​e they go to sleep​,​ they alway​s think​ about​ the girl they truly​ care about​.​.​.

2) Guys are more emoti​onal then you think​,​ if they loved​ you at one point​,​ it’​ll take them a lot longe​r then you think​ to let you go, and it hurts​ every​ secon​d that they arent​ with u

3) Guys go crazy​ over a girl’​s smile​ ( :

4) A guy who likes​ you wants​ to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Givin​g a guy a hangi​ng messa​ge like “You know what?​.​.​uh.​.​.​never​ mind.​.​”​ would​ make him jump to a concl​usion​ that is far from what you are think​ing .And he’​ll assum​e he did somet​hing wrong​ and he’​ll obses​s about​ it tryin​g to figur​e it out.

6) If a guy tells​ you about​ his probl​ems,​ he just needs​ someo​ne to liste​n to him.​.​.​.​.​.​.​.​.​.​.​.​You don’​t need to give advic​e

7) A usual​ act that prove​s that the guy likes​ you is when he tease​s you

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!​!​!​

9) Guys use words​ like hot or cute to descr​ibe girls​.​ They rarel​y use beaut​iful or gorge​ous.​ If a guy uses that,​ he loves​ you or likes​ you a whole​ heck of a lot.

10)​ If the guy does somet​hing stupi​d in front​ of the girl,​ he will think​ about​ it for the next coupl​e days or until​ the next time he spend​s time with you

11)​ If a guy looks​ unusu​ally calm and laid back,​he’​s proba​bly fakin​g it and he is reall​y think​ing about​ somet​hing

12) When a guy says he is going​ crazy​ about​ the girl,​ he reall​y is.

13) ​When a guy asks you to leave​ him alone​,​ he’s just actua​lly sayin​g,​ “​Pleas​e come and liste​n to me”

14) ​If a guy start​s to talk serio​usly,​ liste​n to him. It doesn​’​t happe​n that often​,​ so when it does,​ you know somet​hing’​s up.

15) When a guy looks​ at you for longe​r than a secon​d,​ he’s defin​itely​ think​ing somet​hing

16) Guys reall​y think​ that girls​ are stran​ge and have unpre​dicta​ble decis​ions and are MAD confu​sing but someh​ow are drawn​ even more to them

17) A guy would​ give the world​ to be able to read a girl’​s mind for a day

18)​ No guy can handl​e all his probl​ems on his own. He’s just too stubb​orn to admit​ it

19)​ NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!​!​!​ Just becau​se ONE is RUDE doesn​’​t mean he repre​sents​ ALL of them

20) ​WHEN A GUY SACRI​FICES​ HIS SLEEP​ AND HEALT​H JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALL​Y LIKES​ YOU AND WANTS​ TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSI​BLE

21) ​Even if you dump a guy month​s ago and he loved​ you he proba​bly still​ does and if he had one wish it would​ be you to come back into his life

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spring break :)

finally on spring break!!!! :D

i must say this break is much needed and is off to a great start.

kicked it off with the successful ASK Nikko surprise party for Glenn Coco and Jan! still can't believe we stalled for 4 hours, but we actually did a lot. and then just to see their reactions and everyone there was the best!

the weekend was fun. very chill with family and friends. friday fam bam dinner and chill chuma movie night. then saturday started with a spur of the moment blood test :|, made sushi, then hit up BOC with the loves at night. and had a lovely convo in between ;). And sunday was family filled; Han San in the mornin, then chilled at the grandparentals' house all day. MJ and then bbq for dinner. yumm

Monday was very fun. even though i started my day with a fail, by not wakin up to hit the gym, it kept getting better. first i got a surprise that i never thought i would, but it was good. closure and change is good. then Geli picked me up with Crystal and Ben to go to the Cartano's bbq / gathering in Santa Clara. then we had a day fun filled with food, friends, and laughter. good game of volleyball, playing with Spottie and Oreo, and then some hilarious karaoke to end the night! good times good times. ;D

and today, Tuesday is going well too. had lunch with the fam bam at the Kome Japanese Buffet. pretty good. the sushi and desserts were really good. just sucked that we had to wait a while to get seated, and then when we were seated we had to wait in line again to get food. but the waitresses and workers were very nice, unlike some other places i've been to.

then tomorrow gonna chill with my Co Jennifer!!! print the newsletter and then dunno what. haha, then dinner for Grandpa's birthday, and then out and abouts with the loves! hehe

now to make the most out of the rest of this week, and have tons of fun!

what to do, what to do???

guess we'll have to wait and see ...

WANT

i want:

- coffee ice cream

- french fries

- sushi

- one other thing . . . . .

- and for things to start being on the up and ups again.

(but honestly, there are only a couple things that truly matter on that list, but i'm not gonna say which ones.)

Better Get It Right

Really feeling like this song right now.

It's nice being in this place again.

game on boo.

Better Get It Right - Natalie ft. Max Minelli

Hey... oh... yeah... (better get it right)
Oh... oh... yeah... (better get it right)

[Chorus]
better get it right
don't wanna be your part time lover
better get it right
if you want my love for sure
better get it right
Don't wanna be another number
cause you and me go together boy

you know I make it right for you
because I certainly adore you
I got your back, you notice that,
I'm holding it down (for you)
I'm always here when you need me
I give the best to my baby
I get it right, I'm morning light,
baby can you feel me

[Bridge]
I really wanna be your only
I'm not just trying to be your homie
and you could be the one to hold me
when I'm lonely inside
you could be the one to touch me
and you could be the one to love me
and you could be the one to kiss me
get it right, yeah

[Chorus]

I give you all of my sweetness
it's sad to say you're my weakness
I give it up, all that I have
so everything is for you
if I could be the only girl
we can get it right
I'm telling you boy right now
just let me be the one

[Chorus]

[Max Minelli]
You got issues
cuz I make pimp moves
and I break yo heart
and you need tissues
cuz I make you cry
and I know you try
you say bye-bye
can't lie I die
and now my situation
in the air like a pop fly
should you let go
or should you hold on
one day
I promise Imma put a smile on yo face
I left a trace of my cologne on your pillow case
you wanna teach and
I gotta get money from dishin
and your broken heart needs a' fixin'
but you don't super woman xray vision
you look inside me and see my mission
to get it right

I really wanna be your only
I'm not just trying to be your homie
and you could be the one to hold me
while I'm lonely inside (yeah)
you could be the one to touch me
and you could be the one to love me
and you could be the one to kiss me
get it right, yeah

[Chorus]

life has been fun lately

been having ups and downs the past couple weeks. but for the most part it's been really fun.

school is a pain, as usual. but that's never gonna change.

friends are always the best!!!

family has been mehhh ... sadly more often then not i'd like to get away

work is no more, sad but okay. gonna miss my lovely coworkers mostly, and of course my income.

--- im just enjoying life's perks and ups, and taking the downs in stride. it's all good for the most part.

live, laugh, and love

emotional roller coaster

these past few days have just been an emotional roller coaster!

but dont get me wrong, it was tons of fun.

hellos, goodbyes, encounters, adventures, outings, surprises, beginnings, ends ...

it all started on Friday when Venus surprised us all and came back to the city! man love that crazy girl, so happy she came back once more before she left for Taiwan! ate at B Star on Clement. yum yums. then we went out to Fluid and i got to see my friend Melanie after it's been YEARSSS!!! that was an interesting night. quite funny. hawaiian shirt, houndstooth pants, asian justin bobby... LOL

then it was crazy crazy saturday. first was revealing, the day started kinda sad cause i found out my grand wasnt gonna be there. :( but it was okay, it was a nice day out and we all had fun! and now im a triplet too! hehe then we all went to Yoshi's for one last goodbye outing with Venus. that was all crazy!!! OOO ... all before even getting inside was happy, sad, mad, and more. but after all the hecticness of getting in and paying and figuring out how to get the others in, we enjoyed the rest of the night. danced the night away! and due to one other minor detail, made the night all the more fun! all i gotta say is HAH! :) [but i felt so bad that all the others left and couldnt get in. stupid people not letting us in until like 1030. rawr!!!]

and then it was the sad goodbyes and hugs when we got back. :( miss you Venus!!!

and then also a start of something new possibly ;) hehe ...

sunday was crazy but fun. did Academy of Friends Gala all day. not what i thought i signed up for but it was a good and i guess fun experience. besides the mean people and the stupid dragon lady! haha but after we finished out shift, i have to say it was fun just letting loose and chilling. we took a group pic in the photo booth and then danced a little to the DJ. fun fun funsss. and we got a bunch of glasses too! LOL

and now for today. the bittersweet last day at Aeropostale. *sighh* but it was fun. did some transfer for some of our stuff. then we went to lunch at Olive Garden, which was yummy, but had it'd down side. (bad service, but im not gonna get into that.) then we went back, worked my last like 10 mins. and then it was time for more goodbyes and hugs. :( gonna miss my coworkers! but it's not the last time, we'll keep in touch and stuff!

--- all in all a very fun and eventful weekend. a little too many goodbyes than i would like, but no tears. it's not goodbye forever, it's until next time!

i dont know exactly what's next, but i know im ready for whatever! :)

love ...

"to love is nothing

to be loved is something

to love, and to be loved is everything"

She wears it with style

She wears it with style
Originally uploaded by Emy Lou

i really like this ... it looks very chic and i <3 the tattoo!

songs on repeat

break your heart by Taio Cruz

we don't care by Akon

i look so good (without you) by Jessie James

goodbye by Kristinia Debarge

better get it right by Natalie

cried me a river by Kristinia Debarge

all night long by Stevie Hoang

... music and time ...

wow! this is so dead on.

A new perspective ...

i can finally say that i am feeling really good.

i'm in a good place and in a good mind set now.

took a little time, but ive finally turned the page to the new chapter and am getting on with things. everything has settled in and i can finally see clearly again. the fog has cleared and the happy sharon is coming back.

as crazy as it sounds, it took that one thing to clear things up. that was just what i needed to have my eyes fully open to see that it's not me. took that for me to finally realize that i'm good, i look good, he's an ass, he's not worth any of this, he doesnt deserve any of this, his f**kin loss. yes i know it probably shouldnt have taken that for me to see all this. and yes i knew this before, i just didnt fully believe or see it, or i guess i didnt want to see it.

but now it's all clear and i'm good. i'm really good!

I'm ready for the bigger and better things that this crazy roller coaster we call life has in store for me.

Song: "I Look So Good (Without You)" by Jessie James

truth . love . beauty

i love this ring. i got it in Hong Kong about, what 4 years ago now.

it's just a simple silver ring with 3 little words on it:

Truth . Love . Beauty .

I've just been thinking lately, and these words are full of meaning, they're three things that everyone has and needs. You want the truth and to be truthful. You want to love and be loved. And we all have and show our own beauty.

--

"The Truth is ... you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride & nothing is guaranteed."

"Smile every minute of the day. You never know who is falling in Love with it."

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder."

--

You can find the truth, love, and beauty in everything if you just open your eyes, your heart, and your mind.

slightly broken

"Picked myself up.

Dusted myself off.

But my heart is still on the ground."

are you really what i want?

needs to shut the door and get out of the ice cream aisle.

needs to get off this roller coaster ride.

needs to just forget and let things happen if they're gonna.

i know what i need to do, but what do i want to do?

songs to feel

i know that now there's coulour everywhere because of this lover's thing. Thinkin' about this future love makes me want to find a way to dance with you all night long because we don't care and that's just the way i do. Now it's like breathing underwater because naturally i think you should be with me 'cause they got nothing on you.

(i love how music somehow always echoes the way i feel.)

[ thank you to: Billy Miles, Christian Bautista, Ciara and The Dream, Kristinia Debarge, Bayje, Stevie Hoang, Akon, Marcos Hernandez, Marie Digby, Selena Gomez, Stevie Hoang again, and B.O.B. and Bruno Mars. ]

read it ... and i'd say it's pretty true.

"i don't know where i stand with you
& i don't know what i mean to you ...
All i know is every time i think of you,
all i wanna do is be with you."

happy happy

very good past couple days.

i got my classes for school, my professors seem cool. - just now i have to go buy my books and stuff. oh yes, and actually read. haha. but week one down, only about 14 more to go.

then on Friday, i went with Kathy downtown to Macys for the Channing Tatum and Amanda Seyfried signing for their movie Dear John. It was definitely worth the long like 3 or so hours in line and the $4 on bus fare. Not only did I get to see them and get their autographs on a poster, i also got a hug and kiss on the cheek from Channing!!! totally made my day, now i can die happy. hahaha ;)

and then that night was Info Night #1 for APhiO. It was fun, and a handful of potentials showed up, which was good.

After that ended i got to spend some quality time catchin up with my Biggie, and just hanging out with friends at their apartment.

--- Friday was definitely a wonderful day!

Saturday was fun in a different way. Stressful and tiring, but still fun working the Supercross Event at AT&T Park. It was cool cause i got to see a few bikes go by before the line got intense. wish i could've saw a race though. oh wells. And i probably left smelling like hot dogs and beer.

I have to say a very excellent weekend. :)

let the fun begin ...

school starts tomorrow! oh joy! (well it was supposed to start today for me, but my professor canceled class. crazy!)

but only one class so it shouldn't be too bad. hopefully i get out early :)

so not in school mode yet. why must break end? sighh, o wells. i knew it was coming, it was fun while it lasted! :)

- Tues: drop off bros, work 930 to 130, class 210 to 325, PD stuff ...

- Wed: rush 11 to 2, eat, class 410 to 655, ...

- Thurs: class 11 to 620, ... gym?

- Fri: freedom!!! gym?

- Sat: Supercross Fundraiser

interesting ...

10 Quirky facts about kissing

fuckyeahkissing:

kari-shma:

lickystickypicky:

1. Two out of every three couples turn their heads to the right when they kiss.

2. A simple peck uses two muscles; a passionate kiss, on the other hand, uses all 34 muscles in your face. Now that?s a rigorous workout!

3. Like fingerprints or snowflakes, no two lip impressions are alike.

4. Kissing is good for what ails you. Research shows that the act of smooching improves our skin, helps circulation, prevents tooth decay, and can even relieve headaches.

5. The average person spends 336 hours of his or her life kissing.

6. Ever wonder how an ?X? came to represent a kiss? Starting in the Middle Ages, people who could not read used an X as a signature. They would kiss this mark as a sign of sincerity. Eventually, the X came to represent the kiss itself.

7. Talk about a rush! Kissing releases the same neurotransmitters in our brains as parachuting, bungee jumping, and running.

8. The average woman kisses 29 men before she gets married.

9. Men who kiss their partners before leaving for work average higher incomes than those who don?t.

10. The longest kiss in movie history was between Jane Wyman and Regis Tommey in the 1941 film, You’re in the Army Now. It lasted 3 minutes and 5 seconds. So if you?ve beaten that record, it?s time to celebrate!

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very interesting ;)

lovin' it!

absolutely loving this week.

even though it's my last week of winter break, i'm enjoying it to the fullest. there's the good, the bad, the sad, and the inevitable - but i'll deal.

i have to say Wednesday night was possibly the best night i've had (okay maybe the second).

dinner, watched "Sherlock Holmes", dessert, and then random driving around the city. ... :)

all because of a certain someone.

--- cant wait for what the rest of the week has in store.

quotes from way back when ...

Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...

Vegas <3

Definitely a wonderful girls getaway weekend in Las Vegas!!!

Beautiful hotel: Vdara - we shall never forget our stay in suite 41.039!

Excellent food: The Buffet at the Bellagio :)

Great people: who better to be with than your friends? <3

It may have been short, but it was fun! Best 4 days and 3 nights ever.

"All Night Long" baby!

SOOO lovin' this song right now! <3

sums up what i'm feelin, what i want to do, and where i wanna go.

"All Night Long" - Stevie Hoang

Yeah.. Oh..
Wow yeah.. Ooh.. Ahh..

Baby do what you came to do
You know there ain't nothing to lose
Don't think about it
Just relax your mind
Been working hard from 9 to 5
And now it's time to make it right
Let's get our groove on
And party all night

And if you're feelin' naughty
You can grab somebody
Just let the music take control
Don't be acting shady
Don't you mind some ladies
Now here's your moment
They're playing your song

Just make your way onto the dance floor
Baby let yourself go
Cause we came to party
All night long
And now we're here to have a good time
Leave the troubles behind
Cause we gonna party
All night long

The music's popping for the vibe
You know it's going down tonight
No need to fight it, just have a good time
The people make you lose control
So get your back up off the wall
No hesitating, tonight is your night

And if you're feelin' naughty
You can grab somebody
Just let the music take control
Don't be acting shady
Don't you mind some ladies
Now here's your moment
They're playing your song

Just make your way onto the dance floor
Baby let yourself go
Cause we came to party
All night long
And now we're here to have a good time
Leave the troubles behind
Cause we gonna party
All night long

Just close your eyes and free your mind
You can do what you want tonight
The DJ is on fire, feel the vibe
So get up off the floor

Just make your way onto the dance floor
Baby let yourself go
Cause we came to party
All night long
And now we're here to have a good time
Leave the troubles behind
Cause we gonna party
All night long
(X4)

school = a big pain in my A$$!

school is seriously sucky!!!! i hate how it's so hard getting the classes you need, and how they make you jump through hoops to try to get 'em. EFFERS!

so stupid!

Registered for classes today, but i could only get one of the three i needed to get. and those last 2 are the main ones i NEED! So now i have to drop off this stupid form to the BUS office tomorrow. It was a pain to fill out and figure out what i needed and what times would work.

PLAN: get up at 8, leave around 830-840. get to the office before / by 9. drop off the form and hope to get my first choices for the classes. :\

dear school,

you suck, that is all.

-Sharon

PS. why must you make it so hard for me to finish???

good bye 2009, hello 2010!!!

i have to say it was a very eventful year.

2009 was full of :

family - love <3

friends - new and old,

school - the good, the bad, and the ugly,

Alpha Phi Omega - LFS!,

random escapades - to the beach, the steps, twin peaks, & just out and about,

foodie trips - sushi!!!

there was some Disney Magic - oh how i love WDW,

the gym - should get that rhythm back,

dancin' - anywhere and everywhere,

laughter - alwaysss!

--- and so much more.

with all the fun, there was some stress, but it's all part of the roller coaster of life.

and of course there are photos that document all these wonderful memories of such a great year in the books forever! i shall never forget all the fun of 2009.

and now it's 2010.

i'm ready for another great, if not even better year full of fun!!!

the year couldn't have started better;

there were the friends <3

there was BANG!

there was the countdown

there was the shot of whiskey and the mango champagne bellini

there was lots of laughter

there was lots of love

there was the clear night sky and all the stars

then there was sleep.

here's to a new year, a new chapter in the book that is my life, and to happiness!

2010: i shall stare fear in the eye, and not let myself be driven by fear!!!

don't let anything stand in your way, overcome any obstacles that cross your path, and make your way to the top.