sayaddddd ...

"dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today." - James Dean

i just paid my credit card bill, and i have no clue how i spent ALL that money and what the heck did i buy???? let's not even get into amounts, but like $40 was on food, and the bulk of it was on clothes that i most likely did NOT need. and then a couple big ass splurges that i cannot do for quite a while anymore. and then i also paid the phone bill. dang you AT&T with your extra little fees!!!!! :'( as much as i loveeee my phone, at&t is public enemy #1!

that was seriously depressing, i was doing sooo well, getting my checking account up again and now i'm just killing it once again. sighsss. but at least i sold my books today, which got me $155! and i got a hundo from the grandparentals for my birthday which helps, but that money should be saved not put towards bills. :(





time to start saving my butt off and not spending on frivolous things anymore. why you ask?
1. because this is a bad habit to keep buying.
2. i want a little and i need to save up for that.
3. birthdays are rapidly approaching.
4. i have monthly expenses that are gonna pile up now.
5. if i wanna have fun this semester, then i'm gonna have to save up moneys as well.

ahhhh .... and srsly if they actually open the Forever 21 at Stonestown, my dream will have come true but it's going to be soooo bad! they just want me to die a poor poor girl don't they??

i'm gonna have to pop my Credit Card in the freezer, cause this is baddddd!