school ...

so this thing that we call school ... it really bugs me! i really think it's kinda pointless right now becasue i am really not learning much at all these days. there are only a couple classes that i actually like going to and actually learn things in. sigh ... if only my future didn't depend on me finishing college.

also what pisses me off is how i study my ass off for somethings and it really doesn't make a difference. i end up doing super bad anyways. :( some teachers just ask the sumbest stuff that really does not pertain to the subject of the class AT ALL!!! i hate them ... well actually just one teacher did that, so yea ... "he who shall not be named" is gonna get it real soon!!! grrrrr

ugh .... i see this semester is going to be super bad by far! i just have really bad feelings about all my classes. why must they all be so difficult??? WHYYYY!!!!! well actually it is partially/ mostly my fault for not really trying as hard as i should and not totally being on top of my assignments. but still i used to be able to do it all this way and still get the A. Now it all is just going down the hole.

well i guess i should get off of here and study for my midterm and do my article for APO and end this post. *sigh*

OOO ... yea right now the only thing i really look forward to is APO because it just makes me happy. all the people, all the events, the fun, just all of it. if only i could say the same for my classes that truly matter ...