at the moment ...

i am just ...


CHILLING.
LETTING the food coma subside.
WAITING for the torturous day of 6AM black friday to be over.
LISTENING to music to pass the time and cause music gets you through all.
DEBATING on what to do next.
WANTING to get my tattoo so bad!
CRUSHING ... crush crush crush
THINKING about it all.
WONDERING what is instore.
HATING the last stretch.

how do you feel?

i may be a little crumpled...

but not quite broken.

INFATUATE: to inspire with a foolish or extravagant love or admiration

ahhh ... so much crap coming up!

so yay ... tomorrow is Thanksgiving! ready to eat eat eat! :D
then Friday will be pretty intense. Opening at 6AM. then i get off at 230 and am gonna go chill with friends who came back for the holiday.
and then on Saturday, we open early again at 730 (dunno why) and i get off at 330. after work imma go celebrate Katrina's birthday and she wants to go karaoke-ing on Fillmore and then get dinner somewhere. yay!

but after all this caotic work and scheduled fun ... it's gonna be straight to H E double chopsticks!

the week starts out fine ...maybe work on Sunday. and just school and stuff on Monday and Tuesday.
then Wednesday is gonna totally suck butt. first i have to go to work in da morning (wake up at 7AM) and do the statements at my mom's place. then i should go home and sleep and then i gotta go to work at 5. but it gets worse ... we're doing a dumb overnight floorset. so i don't get off until freakin 130AM!!! WTF!!!! stupid work. and then in less then 7 hours i have to get to my class at 810AM. AHHhhhhhh ....
Thursday should be normal ... school crap.
Friday should be alrighty ... just chill and then go to work from 1 to 5.
Saturday should be like any other and i'll just work. although hopefully people don't F up the store and we'll have to stay cleaning up til past 11PM ... and yes extended hours suck!!!

oh man .... school stuff to worry about:
MKTG quiz due Monday night at 1155
IBUS quiz due Wednesday night at 9
ISYS part 4 of group project due Thursday
--- crap ... when would we meet up?? args
ETHS poetry journal posts and other journals .... dangit!!!
ETHS final POP! thingy
HM group presentation
ACCT HW

Fracker!!! and finals are coming up too ... doom!

Woohoo!!!

so our much needed week off for Thanksgiving has finally been kicked into high gear!

after Thursday i was finally done with all my crap for school ... i did my accounting homework, got 100 on my Access quiz, finished & uploaded my Access Assignment, and i emailed my IBUS survey.

THEN Friday was just a fun and chill day. First i met up Connie at school and we chatted for a lil bit while she waited for her professor. then i met up Angelica at her class at 12 and we went to Stonestown to hit up the bank, for me to get my paycheck, and check out cases at the Apple store. After that we walked back to school to meet up Kathy to have lunch and watch a movie at her place. We had yummy clam chowder and bread and then watched Baby Mama. Anna dropped by and we just chilled and watched TV.

then we all went to Naan N Curry for dinner for Kathy, (my group member) Ben, and my food class. It was the four of us and Ben, his girlfriend Julianne, and Athena. It was good that he Athena came along cause it made it a little less awkward since Anna and I know her from middle school. Well the food was delicious, we all just chilled and talked about school, work, and whatever. Then we split, and we went back to Kathy's place and just reminisced about the old days. (man we're getting old if we can say "old days". aiyah) -- we were originally gonna try to figure out somewhere to actually and do something but we couldn't really decide on anything so we just chilled.

Now i am no longer an Indian Food virgin! haha ... well i totally wanna go back and have another fun night out chillin over some good food.

well ... right now im just killin time before i have to go to work ... maybe i'll catch up on Gossip Girl episodes. Oh yeah .. can't wait for Tuesday!!! going up to Davis for Fuji's again with Kathy, Ben, and Anna :D should be fun as usual. hooray!

almost done ....

fianlly this school week is almost OVER!!!
just finished taking the dang Access Practice test and now i think im ready for the quiz. hopefully i do well ...
then i have to sit through Accounting (oh crappp forgot to print out the chapter outline! o wells)
and then FREEDOM!!!

but after that gotta finish my individual access assignment and then i'm totally free!
and after that ... shoppin with the Ko0nii and then free movie with katherz. :D

hopefully i can actually enjoy this week off ... and not get all consumed by work and crap. ahhhh

oh man ... then gotta go get Inidan food with Kathy and Ben on Friday for our dumb food class ... that should be fun. I can so see stupid J Lui saying "don't use a fork!!! use your hands to experience it all!" man crazy lady.

well i shall be off to take my quiz soon.
args ..... so hungry!

let the countdown begin ...

aiyah ... this week is just crazy ...
there is just sooo much junk that i need to get done.

SCHOOL IS JUST .... ERGS!!!
can't for it to end and then i can relax a little and enjoy the week off!!!

well so far, i took my MKTG quiz on Monday as usual, and then the rest is still to come.

For the rest of the week I have:

- IBUS quiz due Wed @ 9PM

- must finish up the ISYS pretest to prepare for the quiz

- ISYS quiz on TH in lab on Access
- ISYS Individual Access Assignment due on Fri .

(almost done.. just gotta do the queries and reports)

- i need to start thinking about my HM 351 Final Presentation

- also brainstorm for my ETHS final POP! performance.

- and also do some much needed journals...

args ... i hate school!!! but at least this week is almost over ... only 3 more days!!!

Well, Friday Angelica, Kathy, and I will celebate the fact that this sucky week is done and just chill. but also once this week is over it's crazy work time! the joys of Black Friday and having a retail job... Speaking of work, we can finally start having soem structure again cause we have a new Assistant and Store Manager! (Jenny is pretty cool ... lets hope that the new guy SM is too.) I can't believe all the crap adn stress that's been happening since we have been running with only an Assistant and a Sales Lead for the past few months. craziness ... but it should all change for the better now.

Currently, my playlist is:

Crush by David Archuleta

Natural High by Colby O Donis feat. T Pain

One Step At A Time by Jordin Sparks

--- well my head is all over the place and i don't really know what to do. one day i'm up the next i'm down ... then just think .... i guess we'll have to see what happens next in the life of Sharon Lee. will it all end well? who knows ...
OH YES ... and i really super badly wanna get my tattoo .. and i WILL go in January.

I think you can tell the 2 things that have been on my mind lately and if not o wells ... they are and i can't seem to make it stop .. but then again i don't think i want them to go away ...

i think i've fallen ...

HOLY CRAP MAN !!!!!!!!!

so today was supposed to be a chill day ... no school and no work. Guess what? it wasn't!
originally i was just supposed to hang out with Connie, Katrina, and maybe Bonny and then go home and relax (maybe fix my computer or do some homework).
But then i get a call from work, askin if i could come in for a few hours cause it crazy. well i sad i had to go to the library and then get some other stuff, but i'll call later on to see where i am and i may be able to come in later.
So i figured that i could just chill out with C and K for like 3 or 4 hours then do mid at work from 6 to 9 (therefore i don't have to close). SO me being the nice person that i am, called work back and said just that.

AND here's what went down:
My dad drove C and i to Irving so i could get my books. (and this is where the bad shit all started) When we got there, the freakin library was CLOSED! i totally forgot that DUH today's a holiday ... Veteran's day ... of course it's closed. C and i just decided to walk around Irving and wait for K to join us. (well some good stuff) We went to the Sunset Music shop and C got her piano sheet music for her students. then we went to Sunset Super and I got my delicious "pan de leche" bread (on sale too ... $1.89) and Kopiko coffee candy (to satisfy a craving). C also indulged and got some shrimp chips ... which apparently have no saturated fat or cholesterol! Then K arrived and we decided to head up to Tart to Tart and chill. on the way i stopped to get a Bubble Milk Tea at Quickly's and C & K got the cheesy fiesta potatoes at Taco Bell ... (like an orgasm in my mouth).
Then we hopped on the N and went to Tart to Tart. [more badness] When we got there we realized that they didn't allow outside food ... so we had to sit outside in the freezing cold! and to make things worse . after drinking that tapioca drink i really had to pee ..but someone had the key and took FOREVER!!! then when he came out i was afraid he took a stinky dump so i hesitated ... then someone else grabbed key and i had to wait again. grrrr ... after that i realized that i had to get going soon to get to work ... so we chilled fa little longer and then we split.
Next part of my little crazy saga was the boring bus ride on the freakin crowded 28!!! first i had to wait like 7 minutes in the cold and then i didn't get to sit down AND there was this creepy guy near me. (he looked kinda bum like yet not really) then i get to Stonestown and it's freakin crowded ad loud and i know that the store is gonna be a mess! : ( [well at least Aaron was kind enough to get me food at Sorabol ... yay for discount! $7 chicken bowl!!!]
and time for the horrible ending .... so i get to work and it's what i expected... a huge crazy mess. then i got to do cashier which was cool ... but later on we get a call from the DM and he says that he's coming to do a freakin audit tomorrow!!! thanks a whole freakin lot dude!!!! Which means that we have to make the store spotless for tomorrow and do all the shit that we normally do. and sin it was even more messy than usual since today was a holiday, we had an endless amount o crap to do. we had to do the 2 mountains of go-backs, recover the store. pop all the hoods for the hoodies, layer the shirts, fill in empty cabinets, dust mop, get gum off the floor, vacuum, and mop the floor. SO guess what time we ended up getting out of the store? @ FREAKIN 11:40!!!!!!!! geez man ... hella late! and since the store clock is slow ... i actually got home at midnight!!! that was the longest work day ever especially since i wasn't even supposed to work in the first place!!! i can't believe that we stayed sooo late and cleaned up for like 3 hours. and after all that, i also have to study the shrink numbers and the store questions for the audit tomorrow!!! man it's like school ... sucks!!!

well ... as for the rest of my week ... it probably won't be getting any better cause i have a crapload of assignments that i have to do. i need to take my IBUS quiz tomorrow, do the myITlab assignment by Friday, start taking the ISYS practice quiz for the access quiz next week, start my individual Access assignment, and do some journals for my ETHS class. man this semester just has sooo much crap that i gotta do.

I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!