ugh .... so much stuff

aiyazees ... man there is just so much stuff that i have to do ... i really wanted to post pics up from the past few events .. but no time ...

well hopefully i can blog on the events soon ... maybe tmr during my break. lol

this week :

- make biggie's gift part 2
- school junks
- fundraiser Wed morning
- Twin dinner Thursday night :D
- FRIDAY is the day!!!! seattle here i come!!!

woot woot ... i hope i can get everything done in time ...

school ...

so this thing that we call school ... it really bugs me! i really think it's kinda pointless right now becasue i am really not learning much at all these days. there are only a couple classes that i actually like going to and actually learn things in. sigh ... if only my future didn't depend on me finishing college.

also what pisses me off is how i study my ass off for somethings and it really doesn't make a difference. i end up doing super bad anyways. :( some teachers just ask the sumbest stuff that really does not pertain to the subject of the class AT ALL!!! i hate them ... well actually just one teacher did that, so yea ... "he who shall not be named" is gonna get it real soon!!! grrrrr

ugh .... i see this semester is going to be super bad by far! i just have really bad feelings about all my classes. why must they all be so difficult??? WHYYYY!!!!! well actually it is partially/ mostly my fault for not really trying as hard as i should and not totally being on top of my assignments. but still i used to be able to do it all this way and still get the A. Now it all is just going down the hole.

well i guess i should get off of here and study for my midterm and do my article for APO and end this post. *sigh*

OOO ... yea right now the only thing i really look forward to is APO because it just makes me happy. all the people, all the events, the fun, just all of it. if only i could say the same for my classes that truly matter ...

love and hate

LOVE:
these past few days have been sooo awesome!! first the Jamba Juice fundraiser was fun. Got to hang out with some of the members of APO. :D Then Saturday's Revealing was absolutely super duper fantastic! I <3 my BIG GLENN!!!! Go Cuuuuttteee Coco Line! hehe ... And then our little study group at Cheralen's house was fun and quite helpful. man must prepare more for the midterm on Tuesday.

HATE:
I sooo hate school right now. all these issues with my group projects and stuff. AND i have 2 midtrems this week; consumer behavior on Tuesday and DS on Thursday. Man and i have to study for those classes or else i am screwed! i really need to cram cram cram for CB tomorrow like all day and practice for DS all week. dangit and i need to do my assignment before the test too. CRAPPPPP. man this week is going to be quite stressful.

--- eeeeeekkkkss ... i need to get back to doing my homework. (i don't see much sleep in my future) i will post more about my Big and stuff soon. after all this stuff gets under control. til then .....

Shout out to my BIG!!!

hehe this is soo fun!

So Clue Week got started today and the game of "figure out who's your BIG/LITTLE" is sooo fun. i love getting presents!
... hmm what shall i buy to stick in the baggy for them??? guess imma hit up Walgreens or something tomorrow. lol

It's sooo on! can't wait to see who my Big is! Saturday is going to be soo fun, can't wait!!! :D

Thanks Big!!!

woot woot!

yay!!! the Beak's 21st birthday was on Friday and it wasz fun! we atae Korean on Noriega and then had the toffee choco cake that Kim bought (which was yummy but very sweet). B opened her gifts before we left and she was quite amazed! hehe. oo yea ... and now i can finally say that i've been to a Korean restaurant!!! (actually my dad brought to my attention that we went with my grandparents a few years back to this cook at your table place on Geary. so idk .... and i think i've eaten at the Coriya Hot Pot on Clement too ... but anyways this is the first time goin with friends and getting dishes. lol ... but i still need to try bi bim bop. :D

Then after those bday festivities ... Kathy and Anna stayed over at my place so it wouold be easier to leave in the morning ... and sleepovers are just fun. hehe. but ... we were thinkin of sleepin early so we could get up but, nope that definitely didn't happen, we ended up sleepin at like 130ish ... which only gave us like just over 3 hours of sleep. Sectionals was very fun on Saturday, despite the fact that we had to get up at freakin 5AM to get to school and help set up at 545AM (tho ASK didn't arrive til 6 something). Launch wasn't that bad .. just long and then Mr./Mrs. APhiO was funny ... too bad Frandel and Rochelle didn't win :( . So we did the dance workshop .... which totally stripped us of our pride and reassured us that we definitely cannot dance!!! lol . the food workshope was yummy ... the Cambodian summer rolls and the South African dessert tarts were really good!!! After all that it was just chillin time ... where we could get some more signatures and interviews done. It was nice seeing Steph briefly, tho she didn't pay for banquet so she left. haha. then it was the banquet, dessert, and clean up for Roll Call. I'd have to say Roll Call was very cool! Go MZ!!!! "where my Mu Zetas at?"

AND then finally today ... i was able to get Kingsley's signature!!! woot woot .... the weight has been lifted, tossed out the window, and smashed into a million pieces! lol ... now i just have to get Service VPs sig and then finish up my interviews. CAN'T wait for Saturday's Revealing!!! :D

Go my pledge bros: Michelle, Kathy, Anna, and Rochelle!!!!

screwwwwweeeeedddd

dangit ... today was going sooo good too ... classes for the most part were fine (i azctually understood what was going on in DS) and then we got extra credit for 633!!! :D

then Connie and I got our free Aerie gift and then hit the gym! which is always nice .. free stuff and being productive.

BUT THEN it just got shattered into a million pieces all because of one stupid letter and a number!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .... i sooo hope i didn't screw myself tooo badly and can still pass the class. or else i guess imma need to take summer school. pooers. AND it's soooo much worse since i studied and still got shitted. man how i hate teachers nowadays. ... testing on the dumb examples from class and not the actual topics ... geez ... if u tell us to know certain topics andthe book is basically all deinitions then shouldn't the test be on that???? grrr

Now i really wanna just strangle this stupid teacher ... he can go drink his "saKAY" and speak his broken 'vietNAmese' and order take out "CHH-evy's" and then listen to his Bone-o. my goodness i never thought i could truly despise and hate and dislike a class/ teacher soooo much .. but i guess i was wrong.

ROAR KITTY ROAR .... yea this is totally what i wanna do .. i just wanna go yell on top of a hill and scream ... too bad the gym doesn't have a punching bag, so i could excercise my aggression out. :( o wells .... but isn't this kitty kinda cute? lol

Update ...

OMG OMG OMG OMG i think this week is gonna kill me.
hopefully not .... no must think optimistically ... I WILL ACE all these dang tests!!!!
yea so i have 2 big tests this week, a quiz, on top of 120 hw problems that i doubt i will totally understand, and the regular duties of the week.

- MONDAY: take home quiz for 632 due Wed.
ExComm meeting and General Meeting (RM skits)
- TUESDAY: school ... Test in Mktg 432 (YUCKOS)
then help prep for Sectionals 5 - 7PM and then Pledge Meeting (elections!!!)
- WEDNESDAY: class 1210, focus group after class, then work from 5 to 10PM, STUDY for exam 1!!!!
-THURSDAY: exam 1 mgmt, rest of classes, then relaxxxxx!!!!
- FRIDAY: Last prep night for Sectionals 4 to 8PM.
- SATURDAY = Spring SECTIONALS!!!!! all day and night!!!! :D (sigh .. must wake up early)
- SUNDAY: GG Park fellowship 1230PM

then next week is 632 exam, 633 exam, and then fundraising and probably a bunch of other stuff. :(

oh how i despise school!!!! **make all these tests and assignments disappear please**

best hit them books in order to pass my test tomorrow. args.